to you for a long time ago

I wish you would have told me

I was the one that needed to know then
Not now
Not from her words

I had your silence in my ears
For those weeks

I wondered
And voices told me you were busy
And I wanted to believe them

I thought you hated me, that -
You didn't trust me

And I still dont think you do
Subconsciously implying
Subconsciously investigating

It breaks me up inside
Why cant you believe in me

I think you're beautiful